18 December 2008

WHY!!!!



Why can't I be normal, like kids I meet at school?
Why can't I sit still, when someone talks to me or others?
Am I a freak, or just misplaced on earth?
Why is there no answer to the long forgotten prayers,
that begged for help and understanding?
My head keeps babbling, even in my sleep,
like a radio with no chance to turn it off.
The heart aches, and screaming to me: Deceiver!
Trapped inside a body I does not know,
always on the edge of a breakdown,
swift, turns at every second, every sound.
Believe the words, spoken in the air.
Why me?

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