27 May 2023

Another chapter

Another page has been turned - and this time not only in the book I'm reading (which is "Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo) but also in my life.

It all began yesterday, a normal, ordinary Friday. The sun was shining, and I had little to do at work due to the fact that my pupils were participating in a soccer cup, so I decided to get some assessments done. It was time for 6th and 7th grade, and I got settled in at my desk and started to write...

"PLING!"

A text...from my boyfriend

"We need to talk..."

And gone was my focus, my serenity and my mind - what did he mean by that?

14:00 - The meetup

So when I was done for the day, I headed home to meet him for "the talk".

And then it began - "Would you still like me just as a friend?"

.....

2 hours later - a corner has been turned, and I'm left with a nauseating feeling that it is all my fault, even if it is not. The rest is history - hours and hours of crying, headaches and total darkness. When I finally fell asleep, I was exhausted.





Hope the next chapter will be better...