21 March 2011

Another year


Good morning everyone. I don't know if it will be morning when you read this, but it's kinda morning when I'm writing it, so bear with me.
Another year has passed, and it is time to reflect. Have I grown the last year? My height is just the same (1,70 cm) but my inner self has grown remarkably. Life has thrown obstacles in my path, and somehow I've overcome them over and over again. In the past year have I met some wonderful people that I today can call my friends, and you have all helped me and supported me throughout the dark and troublesome days.

Borders have been crossed, dreams have come true and life is good and fulfilling. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that the coming year will bring challenges, bliss, rain and sun and lots of love.
The birthday'child' have spoken....and now a little song for the day


12 March 2011

Searching

My search this time is simply about inspiration. I get a drop now and then, but now I need a bucket full. It's only a couple of days left before my dreaded deadline, and I arm myself with everything I've got to stand all the way out.

But what triggers my inspiration, what makes my braincells go nuts? Music
And in my need I've dived into my musiccollection once more, listening to good old favourites that haven't seen the light for some time due to the reign of my classical collection. It is time to put aside Schubert, Mozart and Puccini and let something else awaken the artistic animal within.
It's time for Metallica, Rammstein, and all the heroes from my childhood


 
This video really freaked me out when I was younger, but the song is one of my all-time favourites :p
 
Remember we sung this when I was a part of a TenSing-choir (christian choir for teenagers...loooong story)
It has nonetheless got stuck in my head and the lyrics really mean something to me

 
 My brother is the one to blame...thankfully

So I will now return to my paper with some new inspiration. I cannot promise anyone that it will be any good, but I'll do my best...

10 March 2011

One week


Have to take a break, wind down, relax...but could I do it? Just 161 hours left before deadline, and I still miss 2600 words...
Add a fever, and a general lack of inspiration, and you got me; stressed out with a mind that is running from place to place, being extremely fatalistic.
Just so you know; don't push me, because if you do, all hell will break loose.
You're now officially warned

6 March 2011

Dinner madness in rough times: Ireland


 Poor Ireland. After centuries of hard toil and poverty, the country had almost made it. They were the "Irish tiger" in record time transformed from one of Europe's poorest countries to one of the richest. Finally could the common Irish also enjoy life in the top circle of paradise, where you are not working on something special, but live on a mixture of derivatives, equities, financial incentives and government transfers. Then the bubble burst. "We've gone from being the Celtic Tiger to an era of financial uncertainty, just as suddenly as the Titanic shipwreck, cast from the comfort and luxury to the uncertainty of the cold sea," wrote the Irish Times in an editorial full of mixed metaphors, and poor in self-knowledge.

Could one have predicted that something like this would happen? That Ireland would feel the distress and misery again? The scholars disagree. Perhaps it was just bad luck that they lost so heavily through the lottery of the marked? Or perhaps is it that Ireland will always be punished, as they have been by the English and the potato blight in the past? The problem is that financial models only move upward, until the recession is coming, and everyone admits that it was inevitable and predictable.

            On the food side, there was certainly little doubt that the downturn may come. I knew it - or should have understood it - as early as 2001, when I got the cookbook "Elegant Irish Cooking." After a long period of over ten per cent annual growth in GDP the Irish chefs was finally ready to present what the "new Ireland", the suddenly wealthy island state, had to offer.
The book is a grim warning. With a leased racing-car and vast quantities of butter and cream, the authors attempt to escape from large parts of Irish history, from nature, and from the food you have eaten on the island for hundreds of years. Here are the chefs in extra tall hats, with newly combed hair and exquisitely mustaches that presents the worst of what the end of last century had to offer: Veal fillet with asparagus soufflé and kiwi-and-gin sauce, pan fried salmon fillet with grilled peppers and pineapple-compote, tomato mousse on a bed of black olives and balsamic vinegar.

Is this Irish cooking?


With touching pride the chefs are photographed next to the polished brass plate that proclaims their restaurant has been accepted in exclusive clubs for people who deal in luxury.
Irish food has always been about two things: On the commodity side, it was about cabbage and potatoes, and so much lamb or pork as you could afford. (Oddly enough, for an island, not so much about fish.) Simple food, yes, but by no means bad food. It is food that satisfies, food you can understand, and just eat without any need to explain "what the concept is all about."

The basic is often the best
 The other thing about Irish food,  is the hospitality. Because the food is simple and eaten in an informal environment, Ireland has had a hospitality culture that has been world class. The food is to be eaten on a wooden table in a crowded pub, not a restaurant where they have flaxen tablecloths. "We may not be rich, at our table there is nothing you can not see, or anything anybody can not afford. But nowhere in the world you will have a nicer time. " And perhaps that is where it all went wrong, with tall hats and towers that float around in clouds of foam on the plate? The financial crisis has certainly affected the restaurant industry hard.
Even hardcore market liberals know that the key to success is to cultivate their relative competitive advantage, not just to mask their weaknesses. Every week, new sites that specialize in food in the tower fan and blob-like foam close down. While the pub on the corner filling up. For in the same way that Swiss is better to be bankers, and the French better at their haute cuisine, there is no better than the Irish to make guests feel welcome and to forget their sorrows.

From a sickbed

Due to a lot of stress lately I've fallen ill. Just the usual fever, aching body and exhaustion. So here I lie, in my bed, thinking about everything and nothing. About my two papers that need to be written, about the future and the past, about everything I want in life...the list is endless.

While sick I tend to read blogposts from my friends to cheer me up, and it didn't fail (thanks Steven).
And yes, you we're absolutely right about the artist Ireland has picked as this years contestant for Eurovision...it was horrid! So to prevent myself from going totally insane, I had to find some music to clean out the sound from hell. And I found my peace in the music by Antonio Vivaldi...

 

So while listening to this I will see if I can get something done on the paper about Italian identity...Vivaldi was after all an Italian...
Or maybe I should go for something more closely linked to the actual events from Italian history, and pick "Tosca" by Puccini?
Here's "Tre Sbirri una Carrozza" (Te Deum) sung by the antagonist of the story; Scarpia:

 

 Let's see if music can help me to get better...fingers crossed

3 March 2011

The best solution


My watch is telling me that it is 02:36, and that I should have gone to bed hours ago. So why am I still up? There's a simple reason for this: I work best in the middle of the night, believe it or not. Well, not only that...I have a meeting with my teacher in Italian history tomorrow to discuss my paper about Italian identity, and guess what my ancient computer managed to do earlier today? Delete all that I had written! This meant that I had to start from scratch again. So after a breakdown, I went to work. I had a big pot of homemade Irish coffee by my side + some pineapples in slices (yes, I can get addicted to ANYTHING) and soon I was calm enough to hear my own thoughts.
So here what's works for me while working on a paper:
*a possibility to stay up all night
*coffee
*some Irish music

1 March 2011

A song to make you smile

I have this song playing inside my head, and it really makes me smile Here you go; "Green Eyes, Red Hair" by Gaelic Storm