28 February 2010

Up and down...in a second

Strange how life plays with our feelings and our hearts. You tell yourself it's over, again and again, but you doesn't listen to yourself, want to believe in an unbelievable lie.
But this time I have chosen, I will not go down that road again.
It is hard to say something and do the same...but with some beautiful music, and some madness, everything will work out perfectly.
It is just to see the sunlight behind the cloud, and don't look back on the threatening, black thunderstorms  in the horizon




22 February 2010

Stuck

This shouldn't come as a surprise: I'm stuck! Again! Well, define 'stuck'...
I have ONE month to write almost 6000 words on irish emigration and how they got included or excluded in the american society. I have many thoughts, and I know what I want to write. My problem is that I cannot get the thoughts out of my head, and I feel that every word I chose is wrong. Annoying really, but that's just life playing a trick on me. I'll probably sit every day and night the next month and write....not having a life at all. Staring into the void, trying to catch my thoughts as they fly by. Oh no, I'm turning poetic again, and that is the worst threat for my thesis. If I could write it like I was writing a short story or a poem, ther wouldn't be any problem. But I have to write purely academic this time, and I hate it. It isn't me; when I write in that manner I betray my heart.
So looking for some inspiration...If you have some,will you share it with a poor girl who's stuck?


18 February 2010

Nordahl Grieg in english


Yes! Finally I've found an English translation to my favorite Norwegian poem; "Til Ungdommen/Kringsatt av fiender". This poem is still important, because what it tells us about isn't bound to a specific time. It steps over the boundaries of time.

Faced by your enemies
On every hand
Battle is menacing,
Now make your stand

Fearful your question,
Defenceless, open
What shall I fight with?
Where is my weapon?

Here is your battle plan,
Here is your shield
Faith in this life of ours,
The common weal

For all our children’s sake,
Save it, defend it,
Pay any price you must,
They shall not end it

Neat stacks of cannon shells,
Row upon row
Death to the life you love,
All that you know

War is contempt for life,
Peace is creation
Death’s march is halted
By determination

We all deserve the world,
Harvest and seed
Hunger and poverty
Are born of greed

Don’t turn your face away
From needs of others
Reach out a helping hand
To all your brothers

Here is our solemn vow,
From land to land
We will protect our world
From tyrants’ hand

Defend the beautiful,
Gentle and innocent
Like any mother would
Care for her infant.
  
When I read this poem I realize that it can speak for anybody who has witnessed or been part of that devastating experience that a war is and always will be.
Even if you're surrounded by enemies, you must not give up hope! To believe in the good of men, to believe that the future can get better, that's what keep the mankind going.
So I say: Put down your guns and see that the man you're fighting is your brother. The world has enough for everybody, but as the poem says "hunger and powerty are born of greed"....


10 February 2010

Baaa baaaa....Mary had a little lamb?


When the days are short and cold, it is nice to look back on pictures from the summer. And today I'll present some pictures of the local sheeps. They can be rascals, but also extremely lazy.

 

  
 They are sooo sweet!
And some sheep-fun: Shaun the Sheep



 

BAAAAA!

Skiing? Me?

Yesterday we had wonderful weather in my hometown, and I was early finished at the university. I decided; what would it be like to go skiing?
It has been almost 6 years since last time, and I'm very rusty. Thankfully the local lake was frozen, so no chance of falling :)
So here you can see some of the pictures I took

 

  

  

All in all; it was a wondeful trip, and hoping that we get more icy days

8 February 2010

Update from Bontveit

Well, here I am again, after a week of silence. It has been a tough week, both at home and out in the wide world that surrounds Bergen. The weather isn't bad, we have sun and cold days. But with this comes the ICE...and non-existing control of arms and legs. Yesterday me and my father had to dig us through the snow that lay on our lawn. And since noone has touched that snow since Christmas, it has started to transform itself into a mini-glacier. So it is impossible to remove! so i have to get myself an ice-ax to adress this problem.

But my problems are also inside; I have to manage the introduction to my bachelorthesis. This should be an easy task, but guess what? I got some kind of writers block, every word seem wrong, and I have NO inspiration, whatsoever :( It is so frustrating, and it have to be finished tonight...
But I have had a lot on my mind lately; my uncle has not long to live (this came as a shock to all of us, but we just have to cope), I've been thinking about my education and why I'm doing what I'm doing (as I said: NO INSPIRATION) and I'm in love.When you only have place for one thought at a time, it is easy to choose the pleasant ones. I'm euforic in one moment, and depressed the next. It feels like I'm gonna burst, explode, feeling strong and fragile at the same time.
so love is blind after all :)

Put aside snow, bachelorthesis and possible boyfriend: I'm still singing, and this time the song I've chosen is "Bachelors Walk". this beautiful, strong and sad song tells the story of a terrible incident i Bachelors Walk in Dublin, 26th july 1914, when some rifles had been smuggled into dublin to aid the rebels. But ofcourse did the english hear about it.This day died 3 fine Irish men and 32 were injured.
Here's the lyrics:

You true-born sons of Erin's Isle, come listen to my song,
My tale is one of sorrow but I won't detail you long,
Concerning the murderous outrage that took place in Dublin Town
When a cowardly regiment was let loose to shoot our people down.

On the 26th of July, the truth I'll tell to you,
The Irish Volunteers all swore their enemies to subdue,
They marched straight out to Howth and soon the people were alarmed
When they heard the glorious new Pur Irish Volunteers are armed.

The crowds they all kept cheering on as our brave defenders passed
But their cheers were stopped by an outrage which for some time did last.
Our gallant men, the Volunteers, were met in front and rear,
By the King's Own Scottish cowards who are doomed for everywhere.

God save our gallant Captain Judge, the hero of the band
Who nearly gave his precious life for the just cause of our land
In spite of terrible injuries and weak from loss of blood,
He fondly hugged his rifle grand the prize of his brotherhood

Next in the list of heroes is the scout so well renowned,
With the butt end of his rifle felled a Borderer to the ground,
He disarmed him of his weapons and soon made his escape,
By climbing a wall in Fairview, for his young life was at stake.

The Dublin Police were ordered the Volunteers for to subdue,
But O'Neill and Gleeson boldly replied: "Such a thing we decline to do.
For the fight against our countrymen would on us put a stain,
For we wish to see our native land a Nation Once Again."

On Bachelor's Walk a scene took place, which I'm sure had just been planned.
For the cowardly Scottish Borderers turned and fired without command.
With bayonets fixed they charged the crowd and left them in their gore,
But their deeds will be remembered in Irish hearts for evermore.

God rest the souls of those who sleep apart from earthly sin,
Including Mrs. Duffy, James Brennan and Patrick Quinn;
But we will yet avenge them and the time will surely come,
That we'll make the Scottish Borderers pay for the cowardly deeds they've done






2 February 2010

The Bermuda-triangle...in Bergen?

Well, as the headline says: stuff is disappearing in Bergen.
It is common knowledge that people lose things, and don't find them again. This happens to socks, keys and wallets. But yesterday, the problem took a whole new scale: A bus!
I was early down to the busstop, since I know that sometimes the bus is early and sometimes the bus is late (you can't really know for sure here in Bergen...)
It was snowing, and i started talking with some other passengers. We passed 1835, and bus hould have been there. But no, there was no sign of it. 5,10,15 and 20 minutes passed. and finally, a BUS (1900 now), and this is a bus who is in time. I ask the driver if he has seen the bus that should have been on the busstop 1835, but he says no. Noone had any clue where that bus was.
So therefor I'm asking: has the bermuda-triangle become the Bergen-triangle? And can we expect more disappearences?